I shouldn’t care about you anymore. I shouldn’t care if you’re happy or sad, sick or healthy, dead or alive. It shouldn’t mean a thing to me. I should hate you. I should swear to myself that I will never speak to you again. You should be begging me for forgiveness, you should be admitting how much you wronged me.
Everything you did, it hurts, it really does. Yet I continue to love you. I continue to care about you. I continue to forgive you without you even asking for my forgiveness. I wish you could just stop for a second and think about how great I have been to you. Think about how many chances I gave you repeatedly when you didn’t deserve it. Think about how many times I was so excited to see you. Think about how I actually made you a priority in my life, and everything you ever wanted I was willing to give you. I would have given the world to see you happy. It kills me, it tears me apart when I see you sad. I don’t know why you’re doing this to yourself, and I really don’t know why you’re doing it to me. Like you said, I don't deserve this. Loving you is hard, hating you is even harder.
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9 comments:
Wow. Those are really sharp words and could too sharp to hurt someone. Bs el9ara7a you have a talent. :)
Sara, welcome hun!
thanks a lot, I started this blog to write about these feelings that stir inside me
Hope to hear from you again :)
Strong words and welcome to the blogsphere :)
Oh didn't notice that you are new to the blogsphere. O well, it is good to write all your feelings down somewhere. :) It prevents me from committing suicide! :P
wow that was beautifully written! and i could really empathize with what you wrote.
welcome to the blogosphere!:)
Nice. Bes dont hate. forgive and carry on. its always better to move on first.
he will never no when he had until its gone.
assuming i got what you're talking about. anywho good luck.
Oh oh listen to one and only by timbaland! nicee
As the cliche goes goes: There's a fine line between hate and love.
The reason you want to hate that person is because you sincerely care about him/her. The fact that you still think of that person even though they have apparently hurt you is because you have a pure heart. There aren't many people left like you in this world.
Feel proud that you are want to hate but can't :D
magical droplets has a point. But I thought it was Iron Maiden who said that there's a thin line between love and hate. :P
amu, thanks a lot :)
sara shuaibi :)
dandoon, thanks a lot :)
blue dress, I will thanks!
magical droplets, thats very nice of you to say :)
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