Its been 9 months

Its been 9 months..

9 months since we stopped caring

9 months where it hardly ever stopped hurting

9 months of wondering where the hell we went wrong

9 months of waiting for you to know exactly how I was feeling

9 months of waiting for you to hold me so tightly and make everything right again

9 months of convincing myself to try even harder at getting you back

9 months of trying so hard not to give up and walk away

9 months of wondering whether you were sad or happy..whether you had someone to take care of you..whether I always meant this little to you that it wasn't worth your while to actually miss me and fight for me

9 months and still counting!!