Sunday, September 9, 2007

Its been 9 months

Its been 9 months..

9 months since we stopped caring

9 months where it hardly ever stopped hurting

9 months of wondering where the hell we went wrong

9 months of waiting for you to know exactly how I was feeling

9 months of waiting for you to hold me so tightly and make everything right again

9 months of convincing myself to try even harder at getting you back

9 months of trying so hard not to give up and walk away

9 months of wondering whether you were sad or happy..whether you had someone to take care of you..whether I always meant this little to you that it wasn't worth your while to actually miss me and fight for me

9 months and still counting!!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Why this post has to be there today?? ?? I totally agree with you, each and every word seems like as if .... Its so touchy :(
I am going through the same too, I just feel changes are so bad and its hard hard and really hard to accept it....

But my questions is why do people change? ? What goes wrong? ? Love is there? We are there? but then what changes them!

Julia said...

amu, I really appreciate your comments! I am sorry you're going through the same thing I hope it gets better soon.

I keep asking myself those same questions, what changes and why! And really, how come we can't change it back to the way it used to be.

Anonymous said...

If you get a chance just visit my blog and see how my life has changed in a week and the same day evening after I posted comments on ur post :(

Anonymous said...

u still alive??