Tuesday, July 17, 2007

The beginning of the end

I look back at my life and it’s a rollercoaster, ups and downs and all around. I crave for that straight clear line where I can see where I am and where I’ll be in the future. But that doesn’t seem to be happening. I keep hoping that the future is better than the present because I don’t even know where I am now. I guess I just thought I had everything all figured out. Everything just fit into its place, like a completed puzzle, and then pieces of the puzzle were removed and I’m just starting to notice that they're gone. Now I miss the parts that were removed without me even noticing them. Now I want nothing more than to put the puzzle back together but I just can’t.

“Where did I go wrong?”

Day by day I’ll be trying to figure things out here.

4 comments:

SpiKeY said...

a new blogger in the house....welcome gurl :)...

well hopefully you'll know how your life is going and solving that puzzle...we all had the puzzle..i for one didn't solve mine yet...but till I do...am going on with life..

waiting to see your posts :)

Julia said...

Thanks a lot!!

I am hoping by the end of this I'll be able to do that.

Good luck solving your puzzle :)

Thank you I look forward to posting them :) :)

Anonymous said...

Agoool Awalshay Welcome.



Thany shay Take it easy you will never figure life out this is how its supposed to be . just live it out to the fullest... and enjoy it while it lasts.

Julia said...

blue dress, thanks hun o 7ayach alla ib my blog!

I know I'll never figure life out, I just want to figure out how to wake up in the morning smiling and how to not let the little unimportant things get to me. I just need a place where I can think and deal with some issues.